I was exhausted this morning after spending hours preparing for the Table Top Sale at the Village Hall today. I shouldn't have bothered. The house is now in chaos with stuff strewn all over the floor, on all available surfaces and in the way of getting from one room to another. Now I have the job of putting it all away again and I'm not doing it today.
Eight people came to the sale ... the other people there said it was the worst they had ever known it to be. I sold nothing. So it was a waste of the precious little money I have, my time and all the effort I had put into organising everything. I am very disappointed and wondering what I have done that the universe couldn't have granted me at least one buyer, at least to make back the money I paid out.
Then my daughter and I were going to go to Carmarthen. I need to pick up an application form from Morrison's Store, they have a job vacancy there. But the bus didn't turn up.
So after writing my blog entry for the day, I am going to lie in bed and watch my comforting "Merlin." CD
I read Shanta's Daily Inspirations and this is what it said today ...All your feelings have a purpose. They need to be acknowledged, not pushed away. Be as compassionate with yourself as you are with others. Your feelings are telling you what you need to invite into your life.
I'm going to think about this and try and work out what exactly it is I need to invite into my life ...What are my feelings? What am I missing in my life? What do I need to do? Why don't my efforts pay off? What is it I'm not seeing? Where exactly do I need to go to make things happen? I'm tired now......
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